So last night i had a a battle with the medicine and lost, about 1930 I was hit with withdrawals so badly, i never guessed withdrawals, was like yir mind going at 400 mph and not knowing wwhat you can do t appease it. The way im looking at it now UCSD burn unit used some strong stuff to save my life, even though im against pills all together if i need some to be normal until my system is ready so be it. I havent been sleeping well and the trach should come out tomorrow I may accept the ambien to get a goodnights sleep tonight. I am one day at a time and things are still looking good for release by weekend. Well enough for now. Thanks to Everryone.
LOVE PJ